SLIR poem: Agitation

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Agitation

 

 

All these things kept inside

My free will to come on the ride

But key factors collect dust on the shelf

So much to say and do locked in myself

 

 

I have…..

Jealousy

Rage in me

Leave me be!

Anxiety

It’s easy to see

Why I plea

Unhappily

 

 

I’m in Painesville’s

Cheap thrills

Life spills

Fallen ill

Time to unfulfill

Sit still

They’re making the kill

 

 

It’s a deadly beast

To say the least

On your thoughts it’ll feast

Sun’s setting east

Exorcize this beast

I can’t take this pieced!

Go and get a priest!

 

 

So desolate

My thoughts indicate

They agitate

Underestimate

Never procreate

Release the hate

By to aggravate

Don’t exacerbate

You irritate

And suffocate

And immolate

To eliminate

And obligate

To complicate

Your burdens to date

Don’t affiliate

 

 

My agitations

No patience

No sensations

Numb of those nations

One stop station

To pain affliction

No real addiction

Needed vacation

Or else destruction

No reservation

Come any occasion

 

It all makes me keel

A sickening feel

When humans deal

And others squeal

Timed wounds never heal

They dry, flake, and peel

Just finish your meal

Roll with the wheel

In jail you’re to seal

 

 

Chilling fear

Terrors near

Or it’s insincere

Just fake sounds you hear

Life’s so drear

Really my dear?

Is it that severe?

Get in gear

Your own life you steer

Not how it appears

 

 

Can’t stand by

Why all them die

And let me cry

I want to fly

Away from these guys

No more lie

No more F.Y.I.

And no more black sky

 

 

Want to be happied

So relieved

Nevermore deceived

Wont feel grieved

Finally reprieved

I’m not peeved

 

 

No more caring

I’m only starving

Starved for the sharing

Of attention and pairing

 

 

Lone in the nights

Almost afraid of the lights

Is this great?

Freed through a neutral gate

 

 

It’s the end

So aggravated and tired

So left by myself to fend

Some one please, finally put out the fire…