chapter 54: the final chapter for now

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Chapter 54

The final chapter for now

 

 

 

 

 

     Well, this is the end my friends. This is the final chapter I can write. Everything has been said and told really. All events said, everything is known of me that needs to be.

     I enjoy life now, more than a lot of people will ever appreciate it. Life is something not to waste for me. I lived the hardest part of it and now it only gets better. All the pain was worth what was in store for me after what I only call my “test”.

     I told you my story to entertain, but I want others to see how hard things are, but giving up can never really solve it. I kept on and it only made things go better. I don’t want anyone to make some of the mistakes I made and I want no one to feel pain like I felt. I came by a few near deaths before my life was justified for why I was here.

I do have an interesting life; it’s great, all full of adventure and excitement. I love how I live. I am glad the first event happened that led to my life’s real start. It all leads somewhere whether it seems it or not sometimes now and then.

     Now I must go. I’m done here for now. I’m off back to the current time of now. I still have Sammie to deal with and the wolves are grown up. I also must deal with myself. I’m 23 now and need to deal with something more. For you see, now I am an expecting mother. Time will bring me and my family the next generation.

Not all things may have worked out, but in time these things wrap themselves up somehow. I guess looking back still; I do have an interesting life. But all of us do in someway or another, its just how much and if we wish to tell our secrets. I told mine, and feel better that I did.

     I went through so much to make it here where I am in success. I know many of you will never go through as much as I do. And I would never wish it upon anyone. But at least you can see how life really is to others and appreciate yours more to live it fuller and to the fullest.

From my beginning to the end for now, I changed a lot. I came from naïve little girl who never saw the light of reality all the way to now in a mature women who can see what the world really is and how it works. Not many will ever see some of these things. But I will, and I do. I’m glad to see it; I wouldn’t change it for anything in this world.

     And eventually I know I will go and be in the heavens after my life’s purpose has been done. But hey, I have a long time in-between and I plan to enjoy every second of it in mine. Do you in yours? In my case, everything did really wrap itself up after all the pieces of the puzzle I put together. All pieces are there and nothing is missing in my life.

     I didn’t really have a happy ending though. But for two reasons is this: the first one is it really wasn’t happy for everyone and everything. Even though I’m happy and gained some, I still lost a substantial amount in my times. And the second reason is most important of all things. It is that it will never really end; it still goes on and on. It doesn’t matter though. But really. My adventure and journey will never really end. I always have something to do, or somewhere to go, from this life to next…..