Warring SidesA Poem by Amaris GroveA poem describing how bipolar disorder manifests within me and what it feels like.Warring Sides 5/20/15
Last night, sleep evaded me Warring sides that won’t agree One is locked in anxious thought The other’s constantly distraught
Depression is a common curse Same old song and same old verse It often plagues the ones who know The horrors a soul shoves below
Enjoyment seems so far away Further out of reach each day You spiral downwards, lost and drained You hit rock bottom where you’re chained
Alone, this sinking feeling’s tough Just one extreme should be enough But then the spiral upward hits You start to wish you were back in the pits When mania takes hold of you Impulsivity guides what you do The misinformed believe you’re happy When, overall, you just feel crappy
Sleeping is a thing of the past Who knows how long that will last? A racing mind of angry stress A never ending game of chess
So, here I sit on sleepless nights Trying to win a losing fight You can’t really see your own spiral reverse By the time you catch signs, you’re already immersed
Bipolar disorder’s a lifelong fight Trying to hold your sanity tight A constant search for the even keel Your warring sides both jerking the wheel © 2015 Amaris GroveAuthor's Note
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Added on May 20, 2015 Last Updated on May 20, 2015 Tags: bipolar disorder, depression, mania, poetry Author
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