Giving Another Try

Man, reading this one over it's seriously depressing. Odd that I don't recall feeling down when I wrote it.

Giving Another Try

 

I see beautiful

I breathe good friends

Chemicals can't make me feel full

Catch my breath in time to see the end

 

Yeah, there's no time to look below

Heaven shine your light through

Nobody to keep me in check

No time no place no wreck

Tell me why I can't do best

Perfection fails the test

If I could take away my sleep

I guess I'll always be a creep

 

I see beautiful

I breathe good friends

Chemicals can't make me feel full

Catch my breath in time to see the end

 

Such a miserable mirror

Abyss makes me laugh at fear

Generate another painful event

I think I'm in over my head

Contradictions weigh heavily

Crying over the lost melody

I know the real from the plastic

Even if I lose myself to panic

 

I see beautiful scars

I breathe good friends who die

Chemicals can't make me feel full so I vomit

Catch my breath in time to see the end of this grind