Lessons

I realized I wrote a second monologue. So here it is.

Life can be a b***h. Nobody ever said it was going to be easy. Pops told me that from the very beginning. Only now do I truly know how hard it’ll be. For a long time I’ve seen how being an a*s can f**k up your life. Bad decisions, destroy everything you live for. Trust and friendship is torn up and abolished from existence. Your dreams of a happy, prosperous future disintegrate before your very eyes. I really wish all of this hadn’t happened, I want my life back. But I can’t. I can only learn and hope time fixes the problems. I love someone but he doesn’t want me. We had a beautiful relationship. In a way, we still do. He’s my best friend. But I have to take another. I have. It doesn’t feel the same, but I’m hopeful that this turns into something wonderful…but I’ll always love him. It’ll be tough, but I can do this. We all can.