A Hearts' Ache

A short monologue I wrote on a spur of thought.

I want to tell him so badly. How I feel now that he's gone.

But what good would come of it?

Maybe in my dreams that works, but not here. Not in real life.

Most days fly by, without a hint of true joy. Y'know what I mean?

The kind of joy that is just so serene, like nothing could possibly be better?

They say the future is always bright, to look forward to new begginings.

I don't want "new beginings". I want "him" back. He was my beggining.

I want him to be my end, and I his. He was true joy, with serene beauty. 

How could I ever let him get away.....how could I allow myself to be so foolish?

-pulls out a picture-

I keep his picture near by at all times. I know it'll serve me well.

I often wonder, when I stare up at the moon, if he's staring too. We both loved the moon.

It sort of, gave us energy. Y'know what I mean? We felt so much better about everything.

-moment of silence-

I...I feel, broken. It hurts so much.

On the inside.

-points to my heart-

Right here, this is where it hurts. Right, Here. -more silence, then drops my arm-

Everything just happened so fast...I wasn't ready. I wanted him forever. I love him.

-crys lightly-

He was my sweetheart,

my Hunny Bunny. 

I still love him. 

Forever and Always.

Author's Note

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