This Feeling

I wrote this for Niko, even though were not together anymore I want this up. It's sort of general. I don't know. When I wrote it I realized the first letters of t last stanza spelled his nickname.

What is this?

This.....feeling?

I know it from before,

But is it really true?

No. This is different.

Not like before.
Nevertheless, I know it.

Now, if I can only...

If I can only figure out

What this big red thing

Pumping fuel through my

Corroded veins wants.

Because I can't f*****g tell.

It's so indecisive. It laughs.

It weeps. It screams out for

Attention. It's getting so

Annoying that at times I

Want to tear it out of 

My chest, still beating, and

Finally keel over and be

Done with these stupid

Mixed emotions.

Letting this continue will

Eventually get me hurt

So I need to stop, but my

Heart screams out at the last

Available second, to love him.

Author's Note

I wonder if he'll even read it...

Reviews

[allie_arrowz]

very intense and emotional.