I Can be Bitter if I Choose...

Sometimes, it inspires me.

I was not Whining,
Not Complaining,
Nor am I Debating,
But honestly just Stating,

Time slips through my grasp quite often.

As someone who often let loose the words;
"There is never enough hours in a day."
I believe you should understand...

As all of your rituals and patterns needed to be completed step by step,
and the opening of a mind takes quite a bit of time.

And though I could unravel the seams of my being a little quicker,
I'd rather do it correctly,
Than to hurry along to impress
Someone
Who seems to think he knows what is best.

While you're fully engaged with my weaknesses,
I'll be outside, in the sun, actually enjoying my weekends...

Wondering about what to write next,
and why my words can never be so straight forward. 
Wandering about,
Hoping to become lost,
in order to Find inspiration. 

Seems like anger is the only thing that brings the fire back.

Author's Note

Worry about your own success, and who spends their time laughing at you, rather than laughing at others.