From The Monster's Mouth

Just a little thing I jotted in my notebook after seeing the guy I like eyes glisten in the sun when he looked, smiled and waved at me.

     I caught him at the perfect moment.  He turned at me and smiled.  His eyes sparkled bright from the sun.  He has a face of a god, and the body of one also.  He is everything perfect in a shell of skin.  From his blue eyes to his supple behind, there is no flaw.  Standing six foot tall, pale-ish skin, blue eyes, and a smile that stops my heart, what more and I ask for?  He is quiet, laid back, a listener, but when he does speak it is whit and wisdom. 
     I dream of being his, the girl beside a wonderful boy.  I fear I am not the girl for him.  I am loud, impulsive, reckless, everything he is not.  But still I dream. 
     I smile and waves as me passes near, he returns the favor.  My heart skips a beat and my stomach flutters. Oh what I would do to have the ability to read his mind.  If only for a second.  Just to know what he is thinking.  Does he feel the same as I do? Is it our fears that keep us apart?  Do we think the same way of each other?  Gods I yearn to know.  But what is he does not share the same thoughts as me?  What am I to do then?  Do I crush my hopes and burn my dreams to ash?  I think not.  I will move on with m life, but there will always be that "what if".  What if I showed more affection towards him? What if I told him how I felt about him. What if... what if... what if. 
     Alas I leave destiny to decide our fate.