Of Being Followed HomeA Poem by Evilhappywrite please read and enjoyThe stone monolith of judgement presiding over myopic movements casting a glare of rage-red, bleeding residing restfully, on an ivory balcony wherever I seem to go I'm always leading the shadow of your gavel ever over me, like Damocles; I can't stand trial on broken knees Ideate suicide and violence, stranglehold thoughts don't relent choking reason, chasing down common sense, my time is spent fear is a stronghold, you can hide in it, safe from an open view it's a choice that's harder to make when only pleasantries are tunneled in front of you I've lived with anxiety in control, giving my madness a voice was never a conversation piece eyeballing me for burial in a pigeonhole, exploiting the pressure of this lonely sadness, isolated, on the outside it's easier to justify peers' peering hatred, give it a rest, social police I wouldn't raise a hand to you if you were my teacher, self-taught, classless, I've had this streak of luckless love, always alienated, never exonerated Never been interesting, patience testing a patient, temperament foul and festering not being all there might be the best thing daydreams, Elysium reeds in the wind sing home calls me, that empty lot looks a lot like a golden ring free to decide on paradise, no longer lifting the weight of dawn just to see the next day, conscience flowing, glowing outward on trickling rainfall association, loose-connection, brainstormed concoction grow and groom personal Yggdrasil, a bonsai tree, in this place meditate on the realization of the vision, every clipping is a footfall towards grace persecuted for the image, behavior, for the portrayal conceived, thought, written and spoken every effort to improve serves self-betrayal a window into a moment that they look through and then call broken.
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Added on April 25, 2021 Last Updated on April 25, 2021 AuthorEvilhappyWaco, TXAboutI'm a garbage person, I live in Texas. I love writing and everything I know about it I learned by doing it on my own. Frequent uploads and majority of work here: https://www.deviantart.com/evilhappy.. more..Writing
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