Don't Trust Me I'm Still A WriterA Poem by Evilhappywrite please read and enjoyI had escaped that way of seeing truths and mistruths, so long ago the pests of manipulation are teeming in every piece of dialogue, everything I know unwritten words and actions ripple with affect and unsettle the world, dread alone can't stop tomorrow I've seen the strings of prediction influence and control, foresight is a frightening rein to forego carried off by the affliction, let it all rot in dereliction this snow globe is hot enough, preservation of your life is tough, the idea of hope is an alluring attraction that draws life over time, the fatal equation arriving at peace is the only solution Corrosive as the skulls gives to rust and self-perpetuated acid this wasteland, where no man lives chaotic, driftwood thoughts flow downstream amid a riverbed of sleeping titans, who's hatred like their tools is a weapon, the bolts hold the head together, their wrenches only tighten they snore thunder, migraines, and whole months pass sulking, shoulders bent, a cloud over me, can't even be saved by the bell at mass a preacher, a rabbi, a pastor, failure as a teacher, lower eyes and walk past her anyone can praise the strength of resistance to anxiety and depression but nobody views rage as a power, you own up to it and pray it away at confession because burying your anger, letting it out in fits and hiding for years, it only opens the window a hair to leave a full-bodied impression We've always had to push that down and make it drown in our blood and guts, no ifs, ands, or buts, it's the topic referred to as your "you know who's" and "you know whats" chronic, always over the shoulder like a kite tied to a noose, balance uphill in the fight all the time, it can be let loose I've seen people of integrity and the upmost decency get roped in by the pain for it blinds me to the punishment I mete out and deserve, being so damn vain I have taken freedom from soaring birds in my life, brought them down to my storm cloud level and held their faces in puddles of rain it is hard to see anymore if I have swallowed the bottle or the bottle swallowed me, I choke on hot iron and I can't feel where the neck ends even if it's bottled up, how do I pour it out by the cup when I know that with it I can ruin my whole life in less than fifteen seconds?
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Added on July 27, 2020 Last Updated on July 27, 2020 AuthorEvilhappyWaco, TXAboutI'm a garbage person, I live in Texas. I love writing and everything I know about it I learned by doing it on my own. Frequent uploads and majority of work here: https://www.deviantart.com/evilhappy.. more..Writing
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