Eye GougeA Poem by Evilhappywrite please read and enjoy
Manifest these bindings
hold these wrists press head to table bludgeon up a little kiss, dredge up a hint of, a whistling hiss photogenic with hidden bruises covered cuts and no smile going under, hold it down, be back around in just a little while Every pause for thinking is a speedway, motorcars are racing collisions just happen explosions are an expectation it's a spectacle it's a miracle there's two voices like percussive instruments of destruction, concussive, getting into it their never ending argument a dance they perform, back and forth ladies and gents may I present! Me, myself, and all my imaginary friends we have a raucous time, billowing smoke charging through points, while others stop and turn on a dime it's so damn loud with all the pathways, there's not much of this tree I can climb there are so many interpretations of people in my voice, in my head, I'm not so sure if I'm- left- behind- I can't handle the cross talk they're falling over each other, I'm drowning myself out twitching and flinching, memory not photographic can't give you evidence to prove it, you're not gonna get it I can't even read enough into life, I'm spent and lethargic looking pale, smelling dead, shuffling around like I'm sick I can't read into a book, the monologue of my voice interrupts the narrative if my brain finds solace in movies and games, then I build a dam that bursts with insects toppling over, screaming incoherent, collective regret in so many different names I get it, there's so much, it's a collective I can't keep myself in line, I can't even remember some of the most important places in time They don't know what plotting and scheming means it's ambiguous purposefully, this isn't even poetry, my life goes on without me I say I plot and scheme, when I begin work on a project because I like the context to mesh with life somewhat vaguely and like a razor-veil, peel the skin off reality that I may dip a toe in its blood, to come and go from it freely my focus isn't held by anything today and only moments ago my heart swelled with overwhelming empathy I loved all people greater than myself, I held them high in regards that they were made equally now I feel so hallowed, there is no sanctuary, I have nothing to give from the heart, there is not an inner piece of me I feel ready to collapse, weep openly, sleep until even my unconscious is empty, and then I will wander without aim, hand in hand with misery, my most loyal company, lackadaisically, make my way back from where I sent this resented, repented, pent up part of my history. © 2020 Evilhappy |
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Added on July 13, 2020 Last Updated on July 13, 2020 AuthorEvilhappyWaco, TXAboutI'm a garbage person, I live in Texas. I love writing and everything I know about it I learned by doing it on my own. Frequent uploads and majority of work here: https://www.deviantart.com/evilhappy.. more..Writing
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