Temporary

At the beginning of the part where you fall

you think to myself 

I could love you forever

your heart consumed by happiness

from then you give your all

you give more and more

they don't even have to ask

and you hear the words and

they say it clear

making you smile from ear to ear

then they grip onto you

a sign that your theirs

and it all happens so fast that

you're caught unawares

and the love turns to anger

the anger to smiles

the roller-coaster madness

of beauty disguised

and you find that you are losing yourself

resembling that forgotten trinket 

at the top of the shelf 

Remember that time they forgot to mention

the part where they were seeking

another's attention

it could have been months 

or it could've been weeks

but your vision remains blurry 

for your love is unique 

and you feel disconnected but

still you hang on

and you convince yourself

that nothing is wrong

but the guides intercept

cause they know what's best

and before you know it

you're clasping your chest

cause the pain is too much

when you come to find

they slept with a past you thought

they had left behind