Ramble

I've been trying to speak

lately it's an overdrive of thoughts

without an outlet

how did I become so silent?

Look at what the years

have done to me

I don't want to talk about

heartbreak or the different levels of

betrayal 

And I am tired,

really tired

I can't get enough sleep

lately that's all I want to do

to get through everyday is just

eat, sleep and repeat

Yeah, it's a lonely path but

not as lonely as when there was

someone else beside me

it's a kind of lonely beyond this earth

that's why I crave for my demise

take me back to the universe

where every soul sings with mine

All the times when I have stood up from

the grounds where they left me

wondering about the validity of their love, cause see

from birth it's been a lie

I wonder why they still lie to me?

But the world is too much

my eyes are opened

the center eye can only train to focus

for years I've been put under hypnosis

of wanting people and things that

serve me no purpose

I realized that was a curse and

somehow I broke it and

now I gotta find a new voice

that matches my evolved thoughts

Then maybe I'll write of heartbreak and

betrayal but more to the heartbreak

where I see the system fail and

the betrayal of the people 

that continue blind

going crazy for sales and

bargains to find but

come to the check out

they swipe to be told

they've been declined

how could this illusion continue to be sold?