comfort in pain

 

You made the bloody rain fall

When you pushed me against the wall

The clouds have blinded your sight

And now I’ll never be alright

 

Sometimes I wish there wasn’t a past

Where the bloody memories, open wounds

And me pretending it doesn’t hurt

Has killed me so my heart will never last

 

I’m so insecure from what’s been

I tighten my grip on reality

But that just makes me scream

There are so many things you haven’t seen

 

I don't want to be the one who always cries

So ill cut my throat to get away from these lies

But there’s already too much blood in my life

So ill just run and hide

 

My heart has consumed all the feelings left in me

Leaving me completely numb

But there was comfort in the pain

Was the love I gave to you all in vain?

Am I even still sane?

 

My soul is crawling in the wind

These wounds will never mend

I wanted you to be my friend

Am I confusing the scars of the past

With the pain of reality that cast me away

 

Is easier to die

'Cause I can't resist the urge to cry

From what you've done to me

Now I will never be free

 

Don’t you see you were the reason that I fell

I trusted you to well

But now I’ve gone too far

To wish upon a star

 

You made the bloody rain fall

When you pushed me against the wall

The clouds have blinded your sight

And now I’ll never be alright

But don’t worry I’ll put up a fight...

Author's Note

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