Good Bye

As the walls come down like they should and now left is a poor helpless soul

When broken down and hurting is still not enough and your heart has a hole

 

You walk and talk like all others but no one sees you no one hears you

You scream and thrash yelling at the top of your lungs but no one notices you

 

You walk down the same roads to the same empty house but nothings there

When you're around, people shy away you pretend not to mind, but you do care

 

Even in rooms packed full of other people you still feel invisible and alone

You run away crying tears running from your face to a house you can't call home

 

Screaming and yelling and no one can make sense of it, they can't see why

The names, those rumors, scared glances, then evil stares make you want to die

 

So you run off to your room fast as you can but it's like running through water

No one follows you because not even they care but why should they bother

 

Eyes are blurred with tears you throw open your bottom drawer searching

For something metal and cold believeing this is the way to stop the hurting

 

After you find what you're looking for you crawl to your desk for a paper and pen

You scribble down the reasons and tell them it's their fault and this is the end

 

You grip your goodbye note and the gun with your life and you close eyes

Hold the gun to your temple and think of him who meant so much more than other guys

 

He was all I ever wanted and I guess that's why his words hurt the most, just silence

Why didn't you ever say something why didn't you stop this? But it's for the best

 

Thought I was through with tears, but here they still come I know I'm going to miss you

One two three then Bang..... No more hurt, no more tears, just want you to know...... I love you 

Reviews

[Poe Redd]

So emotional, I absolutely love it. Heart started beating quicker, no joke.

[dreaming dame]

Oh my goodness, I am almost crying. Sooo sad! But so beautiful...