IF IT MEANS

A girl who needed PCP, a drug that caused her to have seizures, to escape her problems, is helped by a boy to recover and she falls for him. She describes him as her new drug addiction.

Tear at the frailty of my affections,
Rip at the carnage of my mind,
Carve me out with your rejection,
Sneer at me with piteous glances,
and I'll inhale it all.
All, if it means I can get your smile
and you'd mold your body into mine.

Give me your time.
Ingest my crackhead humor
until you're eking my praises in giggles.
I'll find forever
in the five minutes you spare me.

I'll ground you into powder
and snort you into my bloodstream.
I'll have my fill of you
until I'm crippled by seizures
and foaming at the mouth.
Until I'm half-blind
and yelling your name
in the sarin induced euphoria
that is loving you.