When Pain Waxes And Wanes

Short poem about my feelings at the moment.

The tears that come, I swipe away,
Why can't they come another day?
There's nothing that my words can say,
It's all worth nothing anyway

I try to hide my solemn eyes,
But hate has broken my disguise,
Whispers mourn behind my cries,
It's do or die, now it's goodbye