One good this out of writers block

Ever gotten a real bad writers block well one time I got an absolutely horrible one and I ending making this out of my frustration about it

Sad song
Ugh I'm just so mad
 and sad 
and frustrated
I can't right a sad song 
no matter how long and hard I Try
because I don't want to deny 
my emotions 
and turmoil that boil down
 the the basic facts
 that make me and now I'm stuck
 because even though I can be 
I can't see my emotions on paper
 and put them in the motions of words
 of how I'm always confused
 and bruised 
and I don't always want to be a leader
 or an overseer
 because they can easily be blamed 
and I'm tired of being blamed
 and taking the consequences 
 that I crush myself with
 as well as my own defenses
 and leave me defenseless 
and weak  
that makes me seek out darkness
 or light but I'm so tired 
of that prick light ways wanting perfection 
I easily allow the darkness to consume
 and then I resume 
my thoughts of how every mistake
 I've made has taken a part
 of someone and hurt them 

Author's Note

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