Drip drip the sanity falls

A boys sits in his bathroom with a knife Aimed at his wrist while contemplating the affects that would occur if he committed suicide while there's a sink leaking in the background

Drip drip 
as it drips it strips all emotions 
and rips away who you are
 going so far as to look in the mirror
 and try and make it clearer

 with the knife in your hand aimed at your wrist
 considering the twist 
that comes with the easy way out 
without a doubt

 your early ending will only cause despair and sorrow 
felt tommorow and  every day onwards
 a hole now in the soul of those that deserved it                 
but your loved ones 

that with you gone cant move on 
because they couldn't save you from  yourself 
and your selfishness
 to finish yourself

 were the had to clean the blood from the sink 
and only think 
to themselves what did I do wrong 
as the clean the shelves of all your possessions
 and try to hide you away 
and make your memory fade 

like they want the pain to numb
 the rule of thumb that makes life valuable should never be false 


the contemplation now haunting his conscious of all he would hurt 
and waste  his worth 
if the knife went in his wrist 
and he formed a fist at the world and gave up

Author's Note

I personally very much enjoy this poem because I got the concept from a friend trying to write poetry then one night I started writing it and my mind just started vomiting lines