To much feeling

A worried friend trying to make sure that his other friend sees that people care about him and he never has to face anything alone

To much feeling
My empathy 
It killing me
Killing me you won't see 
all I want to do is help 
AlI i want to do is save you
Before your enslaved by yourself
And it pains me so much that I'm a leader
But yet I can't lead my best friend back to the light
But il fight 
Fight through your walls
Bang against them till they fall
So you can see us all 
the people waiting to help you
To go through this with  you
Loneliness only brings bitterness 
And if you go through this alone
That's all your life will be bitter sweet
A taste stuck in your mouth
And another wasted life
Because through mortal strife you couldn't trust
Because to many people left you alone to rust
Made you feel worthless as dust 
But must you make us suffer
Because all I can do is feel
And it steals and eats me 
And it won't let me be
My friends feeling heavy on my consciousness
Feeling guilt
My guts feel spilt on the floor
Cause I can't get past this door 
That you've locked from the inside
Cause all I want is from you 
Is to find the key and see
We love you

Author's Note

I'm not sure If I think this is very good or shit so il let you guys decide