Calm before the storm

this is a summary of how i feel about my life right now every things going good lol too good so I'm awaiting the inevitable things to come

This  is the calm before the storm
there is a storm coming
and I'm aware
my times to calm
to possibly be fair
my palms sweat
with worried anticipation
afraid of what is oblivious to me
what i can't see
in the distance clouds are forming
loud and foreboding
there presence uneasy
it almost making me feel queasy
motionless
not motion sick
something is coming
to break me
back down
to the ground so
i can
rebuild
and regain
so I don't remain the same
so to an extent I refrain
from fear
for once i am rebuilt
i can be stronger
and protect
everything near

Author's Note

this is how I feel lol everything is to good and i expect shit to happen and I'm... prepared and ready to grow