Changing moments

I was close to the nature
About to
Merged into the peace
Captivating sunset, birds chirping, Surrounding me, the sky expands.
A gust of wind touched ,
Soft and gentle as if pampering me.
the universe full of noise,
I was totally silent.
Thought came into mind,
If I were an authoress , u would be my best book.
I was avoiding thinking of you.
But, I was helpless.
Soul was deep into the sorrow.
A drop of tear spilled from the eyes and I couldn't help the soul not to cry deep.
Was cursing myself, mind was full of questions but not a single answer I found.
Why didn't u understand the purity of love.
With my every breath was thinking of you. Moments we shared ,Were turning into regret, but I couldn't seek help.
As if ,it's the autumn 🍂
Every moment emotions dying as leaves fall down.
There will be a moment ,
no leaves will remain as my emotions.
Why don't u understand only memories will stay with u forever,
not me.
I know u will be there alone searching for the old me,
but I would been gone so far from you.
And day by day it would get more blur for me as so dark for you.
You would care about the feelings which wouldn't exist anymore.
I would be like footprints..
You'd search for me gazing the stars, in every sunrise and sunset, you'd feel me in the blowing air. You'd be alone but full of memories.❤️‍🩹