HIM!A Poem by Esther:)An expression of what rape feels like
The blood running down my arms, like the tears that flow from my heart
His voice in my head, echoing like a police siren I just wish I saw the danger Though his arms aren’t on me anymore, my body burns in all the places he touched. Sure my eyes sting and my cuts swell with pain, but nothing hurts me more than the words that left his mouth I’m a mirror to him, because he stared at my body as if he were admiring his new figure He told me stories, whispers in my ears of the kisses he gave me while I slept Kisses were meant to be sweet but his made me wish I had needles being pushed into my head instead His fingers were like bullets that shattered me the second they touched my skin The ache in my heart is nothing compared to the words that left his mouth I wonder how a rubbish dump would feel if it knew that my flesh is dirtier than its content Would it envy me? or would it would cry with me as polluted rivers streamed down my cheeks Cleanliness I know no more because he covered me in filth No matter what I do, I know my littered streets will never become clean again Strangely, my filth is nothing compared to the words that left his mouth I wish I was free, but he haunts me more than the ghosts I talk to at night I wish I let him go, but he’s stitched himself into the fabric of my soul He’s a part of me I have to keep I have no love for him but hell fires burn in my veins, fuelling my desire to kill him I want to hurt him like he hurt me Sadly my desire flows out of me with the blood that pours from the cuts his words left on me © 2022 Esther:)Reviews
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