"My Sweet Peanut"

My sweet peanut you were suppose to be 12 weeks Friday.
But sadly you stopped growing so in my arms you will never lay.
My world shattered when I heard the worse news of my life.
I hurt so bad this is pain I can't describe I feel like I just wanna die.
Its not fair that I lost another sweet angel like this.
Just know that I will always love you and you will forever be missed.
I'm never gonna see you grow or feel you kick for the first time.
It breaks my heart all I can do is feel regret and cry.
What did I do so wrong to deserve to lose you like the others.
I will never forget you even if one day I have another.
I will never know if you woulda had mommy or daddies eyes.
I'm not ok I don't care about anything and I don't know if I will ever again be fine.
Mommy and daddy are hurting so bad cus our Lil peanut is gone.
But hopefully it will get better we just have to try an stay strong.
I'm so sorry I didn't listen and kept stressing so bad.
Now all I can do is regret self loath and feel so sad.
Rest in paradise sweet peanut your an angel now fly high.
Your with your brothers and sisters now up in the sky.
I may never get to see your beautiful face or hold you in my arms.
But you will forever be in mommies and daddies heart.

R.I.P My sweet peanut 11-02-15