"Crush"A Poem by Est19xxbadd3st
Crush
From the moment we first spoke I felt a connection. Now your constantly on my mind and all I want is your attention. Your looks is what attracted me but its your personality that impressed an hooked me. I know you been hurt and fucked over by every b***h but I'm different you will see. Your music is what first grabbed me but after we started talking I was crushing. I can tell your different then most guys you ain't looking for a fling. Your young but your like me wise beyond your years. I wanna know your hopes and dreams an even your fears. I might be in another state but distance is like age just a number. We both going through s**t but its nice that we have each other. I can't tell you the last time someone gave me butterflies an it wasn't in person. I hope letting you in won't be a mistake and will be worth it. It breaks my heart your going through the s**t you are. What hurts the most is I can't be there physically cus I'm to far. If friends is all we stay I'm completely fine with that. But baby boy I'm crushing bad and that's a solid fact. I don't know how I don't know when you became so important to me. I just wanna show you how love and being cared about is suppose to be. I wanna kiss your scars and take away all your pain. I promise the rainbow will come out after all this rain. From the moment I saw you I knew you were the man of my dreams. But now it all feels too good to be true it seems. You are the most beautiful man I ever laid eyes on. I wanna badly hurt every b***h that did you so wrong. I wanna show you how a king like you should be treated. Don't ever give up hope keep fighting and you won't be defeated. Your an inspiration to many whoever had a dream in their vision. You never give up an in the end that's gonna be your best decision. You stay impressing me and that don't happen often. I thank my lucky stars every night that we started talkin. I don't think you coming in my life was just a coincidence. I'm show you however I can I ain't nothing like the rest. You always make me laugh and since we been talking I always got a smile. Cus of past s**t I don't expect anything I just hope this lasts a while. I hope one day we can meet and you can see the truth and sincerity in my eyes. I promise to never hurt you and to never tell you lies. I don't wanna rush anything or make something outta nothing. I'm just being honest and tellin you some things. Since we been talking I ain't even worried about any other guy. I can shut out the world but still talk to you that I can't deny. Just know that your the one that got my attention your my crush. I just hope in the end I don't get hurt and I am enough. © 2015 Est19xxbadd3st |
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Added on December 10, 2015 Last Updated on December 10, 2015 AuthorEst19xxbadd3stCleveland, OHAboutMy name is Amanda, poetry is my way of copeing with things and my form of therapy. Some of my work is very dark and some is happy, it all depends on my mood at the time I'm writing. more..Writing
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