Day Dreaming

A Poem by Mar-Mar

Lost so far into a day dream, reality is a different land

More and more,
Thinking.
Lost in dreams.

Reality is hopeless.
It's full of death,
By murder
Or suicide.

Blinded by dreams,
A knife pressed to my back,
Goes un-noticed.
It slowly slices my skin open,
Leaving me to bleed out.
And soon I realize that I'm dead.
By another persons hand.

The other option?

Dream, Every second.
But the times I return,
To real life,

Its worse.
So my dreams shift,
Shape and mold into something else.
A nightmare.
The screams pull at my ears,

It's too much.
Find out a way to dream,
Death.
Grab a gun,
Whisper goodbye,

For this is the last time,
I will see these walls,
Clean and clear.

Seconds pass slowly.
Waiting for the trigger to be pulled,

Then I'll die.
In the blink of an eye,
A loud sound screams,
Into this silent night.
Blood splatters,
It stains the walls and floor.
In the side of my head,
A hole goes right through.
And from this view,
It's beautiful,
This is how I wished to die.
Eternity,
Just dreaming.