Until I forget you

You will be invited to my wedding,

A chair will be reserved for you

In th front row,

Even though I know

You won't make it

In time for the vows.

You moved out,

Without packing your bags.

Took the train,

Terminus to the Above.

Left quietly,

Without a goodbye.

Your soul

Wanders the garden,

Under the moonlight,

When the world is alseep

Looking for you 

In an altered consciousness.

You always knew 

What to say,

How to make

My lips sway.

Your laugh has gone quiet,

The world has been silent.

I loved you an alcoholic

I never wish to be sober

OF you.

Your touch has been me an addict

You're a drugs off the market.

You're slipping away

From my fingers

I'm chasing after you,

Don't go any further

We are running down the streets

It's a game

Of cat and mouse.

I ran until I fell,

Breathless.

I cried until I could't,

Helpless.

I'm lost in a forest of despair

How many scars do I have to spare?

I am a shell

A shadow

A drunken sailor.

without you,

I am lost at sea.

Without you,

I will never know glee.

rain pours

From the falling sky

Water washes

Over me,

I am nothing

But your temporary art.

In my heart,

Was planted a knife,

Teach me how to sew skin,

I'll never stop bleeding.

I can't move

My body goes numb

Grief is love

Stuck in shallow

Waters.

Freeze my heart,

Bury it in snow.

I watched my life run 

Out the window

It was tired of living in your shadow

I never tried to stop it from leaving

A life without you

Isn't worth living.

The flowers i brought to your grave

Are dying.

I'm sorry,

I haven't been visiting.

It tears my heart to honor your death

My delusion

Is all I have left.

I'll carve your name

In my skin.

Make perfume

Out of your smell

On your old T-shirts

You won't die

Until I forget you.

A picture

A letter

And your sweater,

Put them in a box

And save them for later

Maybe when my heart

Won't ache

And my eyes

Will dry,

I'll smile,

Never cry,

 At the thought

Of you and I.