My last letter

                    My last letter 

It's 12:30 am n I'm still here
Missing u n wishing u were near writing a letter just  for u 
thinking about everything  wrong I do 
And all the mistakes that in 
our love I made 
And with time our memories will fade
How is it possible that my fiancé dumped me 
 n whats worse she wont forgive me 
everything in my soul is destroyied
N this sharp pain has me so annoyed  n in this cold room I won't lie 
If I don't get ur kiss I will   die 
I don't know why this love story ended up this way 
but in paper I'll let u know what I want to say 
My dear princess this is the last letter I write 
My last words  in forgetness lose sight
Dear love why u won't talk  n hate me so much 
I'm letting destiny get a grib n I won't stay in touch
I understand that our relationship is over n  done 
 But  I'll keep on loving u even though ur gone
I swear I never wanted to hurt u 
N I have tried everything to contact u 
But u push me away 
like am hideous  dog 
I believe in heaven out of all 
this they keep a log 
Every minute that passes by I'm filled with hate n resentment 
When u send me the picture of ur boyfriend u made a statement 
I know at the end u will regret it 
I hope that what I'm going thrue u never get it 
This letter started inspired on my favorite song 
 these are all my words  n I made it on my own 
Take care of our son that loyal big guy  tasselhoff 
This letter is attached  with money for the debt I need to pay off
thank you for going on the road n helping me 
I will pay u everything Ull see
I hope he respects u loves u n marries you
Because if I was in his place
With a happy face
 I would say I do"
I love u