Thoughts

Random thoughts one night.

10/11/15
                  As I do every night I sat in my yard at roughly 9pm. I found myself smoking a cigarette. A Marlboro Southern Cut to be precise. Which I couldn't help but chuckle aloud at the thought of cause my mind was lost in thoughts of the south. Not even so much thoughts of the south but thoughts of her. My goddess. My star in the night sky reminding me I'm never truly alone in the darkness. But that beacon no longer exists in my life. Like all good things it came to an abrupt shattering end. And now I'm here. Picking up the pieces. Living (if you consider constant torment, pain, regret, and loss as living) a relatively normal life. My mind goes to heading in for the night and locking up behind myself, walking in the room to see a random anime playing on the tv and her. Laying in bed waiting ever so patiently for me to come in. A smile conjures up on her face and her eyes sparkle for just a moment as she sees me walk in. In hindsight you catch these silly moments and take them for granted. But you come to realize those beautiful moments of pure bliss are love in its greatest form. Usually the night would follow with her being hungry and achy and Id take care of her (annoyed by it the fool I am). But I would give anything to walk in right now and see that goddess give me that look,make her some raman, and massage her. And finally cuddle up in eachothers arms and forget everything in this world. Because my world was right in my arms.

Author's Note

Please ignore that it is one massive paragraph.

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[Kuro]

I've heard it said, writing is therapeutic. [insert sagacious advice here]. The descriptions are nice in the writing.