A Change of Pace v2A Poem by EnnayYou look happier... I feel happier.A Change of Pace v2 A lot has changed. Some of it was bad. But some of it was pretty good. It’s strange to think back on it now. All that has happened. I feel like perhaps this is the turning point. I thought I was in love. And I wasn’t. Because it was never love to begin with. I told a friend about this. And I told them why. She simply looked at me and said, “You look happier.” And truth is, I was happier. Because I know what it should have felt like. And it wasn’t me listening to him. Or helping him with his problems.
And he had so much fear. Unwilling to listen to anyone that tried to help. In the end, It only created more problems. And I’m glad that it’s over. Because I have something new to look forward to. And I don’t feel like a problem anymore. I feel more like myself than I had in a long time. Sometimes I wonder if I’m just being delusional. But I realize that I’m doing things I wouldn’t have done before. Like tell my friends about it. In the past, With him.. It took me a long time to talk about it. I didn’t know why then. But now I do. And it’s because I never loved him. But now.. I told a close friend about a recent change. And she could hear it in my voice. This was for the better. It’s changing me in a good way. And I can now picture a future for myself. I’m not stressing in wonder anymore. I can see people. I found the dream that I’ve wanted. It’s not right next to me. Not right now. But it could be. If I play my cards right. If we really tried. It would be worth the wait. I don’t use this word lightly but.. I love this change of pace. © 2024 Ennay |
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Added on November 28, 2024 Last Updated on November 28, 2024 Author
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