LoserA Poem by MarissaI sit there watching the walls No pictures, no color Blank Images show up and I try to run away Trapped, tangeled in my despair I cry out, but there is no sound Tears fall, I'm drowning Rapid strength, everything suffocates Horror is shown in my eyes Lifeless body washes ashore I try to get up once more Whispers coming from the dark Closer and closer I feel them breathing Down my neck and up my spine Surronded, tormented, judged Screeching collides with my ear drums Again, I try to scream I realize the screeching was my voice Shocked I can't stop My chest is cracked open I can't breathe Blood gushing out, I can see my heart Faster and faster, it's popping out I try to close my eyes, it's all too much My body is paralized, I can't stop trying Like a seizure, it doesn't seem to end Go to a happy place I think "There is no happy place," a cold dark voice infers "Once a loser always a loser" Branded on my thigh I see the word "loser" I scream out, I gave in, "Just make it quick" "No fun" Torment is his game Death by suicide his prize A knife thrown to the ground, I can move again But It isn't me My hand reaches for the blade, I try to fight it off Tears fall from my souless eyes The blade in my hands, moving fast towards my heart I scream, and it stops, with a half second, my life was spared "You don't want to die?" The cold voice says shockingly "You have nothing to live for, your just a crazy, lonely, loser" He screams out and disappears into a million black spikes The walls come back The images fade But the branding is still there Haunting me everyday © 2009 Marissa |
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Added on December 9, 2009 Author
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