Stuck

Trying to break free circa 2013

you know it

you feel it

why cant i

just get out of my f*****g head

words to me

words from me

i cant seem

to stop psychoanalyzing myself

I venture

to shadows

they call me

am I just too weak to fight anymore

I pull back

Im scared now

I want to

feel safe, embraced in peace again

but they say

the voices

i cant leave

im a prisoner in my own mind

I tast salt

tears bitter

no one else

can tell that im cutting myself inside.