i miss you

I didnt mean it,
whatever i did wrong,
please forgive me,
i know you wont wait long,

Cuts i make,
i do to forget,
but then i look in your eyes.
and all i do is regret..

I miss your smile,
its gone so often,
i need to see it again,
the tenseness in your body soften..

I miss your laugh,
now replaced by crys,
please let me help,
Dont leave in bottled up inside..

I miss the gentleness in your touch,
Now its all wrong,
to hard to rough,
it doesnt belong..

I miss the sweetness in your words,
soft like an angels voice,
crushed to hardness and steel,
i thought you always had a choice?

I miss YOU so much,
not the person in front of me,
this is not the funny amazing boy,
that i once used to love..