The Voices

The voices...they tell me what to do. They tell me to harm myself. They tell I'm useless and I deserve to die. There's no point in living. Ey take over me. They hurt me. I'm not myself when they talk to me.

I've blanked out, I've popped pills, I've cut so much just hoping I'd bleed out. I fell on the floor and tried to rip my throat. I scream in agony. I shake in fear. 

Soon I know my voices will win. I won't be able to tale over. I'll be dead...the voices will kill me...

Author's Note

Anyone else hear these voices? Or is it just me?

Reviews

[StayStronglilButterfly]

I feel ya. There have been times where I wanted to do the same things. But, I try to get throught it.

[Wolfwind]

I believe everyone has their own symphony of voices that whisper from the shadows. I think it's part of being human. I know I've had them plague me at times, but as we are all a blend of many things, I've found voices within that will step up and push back the those that echo from the darker times of life. In a sense it's like a shining knight, or saint. But it comes not from outside, but from deep within our spirit which wishes to continue to burn. That spark of light is in all of us I believe. Sometimes it's just really hard to find. But know you're not alone it what your feeling and there are those who've gone through similar dark times and can relate.

Lots of light to you.
Aaron

[Broken Wings]

I know there is others like this bit I feel so alone so overpowered... Idk what to do anymore.

[Wolfwind]

Keep talking about it, the more you put what you feel to words and the more people who read it or hear it, the more hands you shall find that can help. But most of all. Find those things in the universe that you want and reach for them. Things get better along that journey. =)

[Broken Wings]

I understand what you are saying but I just can't block them out...

[Wolfwind]

I don't think anyone can truly block them out. When hard times and dark moments happen, those shadows can be pretty powerful. But as we walk through life and find more bright moments, those bright moments will become collectively stronger than the shadows. We all are somewhere along the balance between dark and light, ever seeking a working balance. That's how we all learn and grow. I have faith that you'll find your light. =)

[Broken Wings]

At least someone does...