Mother

Re...ducing...

Temp...tation...

Obligations to myself, 

and no one else...

'cause no one elses dreams

are what they seem

your screams

are killing me...

 

keep your thoughts alive

burn the pain inside

I've arrived at my... decision

 

your cancer filled addictions 

seeping through your sin

I wear your paranoia mask

your melanoma skin

 

But in your eyes

I see all the lies

and all the times

those alilbis

with all your crimes

confess and find

these biting flies

they all die

 

my heart lays... 

asleep

 

For you I've given...

Forgiveness

yet your still find, 

ways to justify

why you were never there

'cause you were never there

 

keep your thoughts alive

fuel the pain inside

I've arrived at my ...decision.

 

My lineage.