Everything Remains (Insane)

You can begin to feel it

As the darkness fills the room

This sense of self destruct

Wrapping itself around you

It’s more than what you can describe

But inside

You know it’s true

The old you

Breaking through…

 

So she says

That everything remains the same

How can this be?

When everything stays insane?

 

I never did find myself

I looked to see

What I could be

Only to see me bleeding

And desperately repeating my words

Is this a curse?

I want to believe…

 

Fight

But why do I struggle

I know that the days are slowly changing

Now the leaves turn their yellow

And the snow approaches

Will this be

Another misery To embrace?

 

I want to believe.

 

She says

That everything remains the same

How can this be?

When everything’s stayed insane?

 

Deep we see the puncture

The depths of my remorse

A course that took a self inflicted memory

And forced me to be…

I thought of the reason to come back unsatisfied

I don’t think I’ll ever know why?

Why?

 

In my eyes, you hold the prize

Of the one, who broke me

And left me in need… of something more than you could give.

Or wanted to… how I wanted you

To renew my faith…

I wanted to believe

That I’m not alone

I’m not alone…