The Demon Who Has Me

We all have a demon that get's us every once and awhile :P

The demon who has me,

He won’t let me go.

I can’t talk to you.

Not like this.

A promise I made

That I just can’t keep.

I love you so much

I would die just to see you smile.

But right now

I’m not okay

The good thing about the demon in the bottle….

I can’t feel it.

The blood is there.

So much blood.

It’s pouring.

It won’t stop.

What have I done?

I can’t stop.

Make it stop;

I can’t feel it.

Did I really cut that hard?

That deep?

I’m sorry.

You must hate me.

Saying things I shouldn’t say.

I’m sorry,

God take me now.