To my unborn

There's not a day that goes by I wouldn't be missing you
What would have been if you were still here in my arms
Did I make the right choice or was it my biggest mistake for you?
Athena was going to be your name but my life was being harmed

Doctors didn't know if there was a good chance for both us
More I tried to convinced myself I'm okay the sicker I got
Losing you and making that choice was so hard on us
I still wish I could had kept you, I just cant bare the thought

It hurts so much that I miss you and who you would had been here
I wonder if I made the best choice for our family
But I know deep down I did it for my child that has been here
I am sorry that I made others feel you werent apart of this family

This decision has broken my heart and many others
But I never stopped loving you I just wasn't meant to have another.