aching

The tears roll down my cheeks as if I had never cried before
I hunted myself with these dark secrets and a broken heart
It was Just enough to break the badge I wore
And enough to shatter the final pieces of my heart

The muscles of my heart tighten as I sat there and cry
I couldn't stop the pain, let along held myself together
This was my reality the hunting truth of my final good-bye
I held my dark secrets as if it's been forever

I got nothing left to hold, and no more secrets to hind
It's okay to cry and let everything unfold
Just enough to get through this pain and ease my mind
So I let my mind believe my heart was just turning cold

Never again I will let the muscles in my heart ache
Letting go of these secrets and my heart will be able to take