A mistake

I feel like my life is a mission impossible

To overcome,

I feel like I'm trying to saves some-

Thing that doesn't want to be saved,

Trying to save my life from pain, and

Anguish,

But nothing seem to help,

I still feel the same,

I feel like my whole life was

nothing more than a big mistake,

A mistake that I don't want to

Live anymore,

I'm not afraid of death,

I'm afraid of living in a world

That I don't want to be in,

I feel like a prisoner here,

I want to be free from my mind,

I want to go and never look back,

Find a different world,

Find my one truth in life,

Instead of living a lie.