I Used to Cry

This is a poem I wrote when I was in a depression phase...most of mine are...please tell me what you think. Thnx

As sad as it used to be

You can't hug a memory

Eventually you must let go

But I find it hard to let emotion show

I hide away behind a smile

And turn up the dial

On my music

So no one can hear my screams

And all I see is pain in my dreams

I feel but I can'y show

I want to but I can't let go

Of my pain

And I think sometimes I might go insane

I won't stop crying

I won't stop dying

Because I wear a mask now

And take a bow

Because I put on such a decieving show

That's how I saw me

When I used to cry and Used to die

Author's Note

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