broken girl

i wish i had the guts to stand and say it, i wish i was brave enough to confess to you. right now it feels so burdensome as if i had committed a crime and i'm guilty hiding so afraid being caught and judged i keep asking myself what do i fear the most? i just don't know if is it losing the only people i care about and love the most or being scared of you making fun of me, of what i feel. now what should i do with this reckless, hopeless helpless heart of mine, i'm already suffocating, all i wish is for you to love for one day, just one day! is it really too much to ask? is it really impossible? what do i do to give up on you? i really truly want to but i just can't, i've tried so many times and it's so not working, everytime i see you i'm back to the start again, i fall for you again. am i this pathetic?! what do i do to put you behind me? 

i'm losing, losing every chance of moving on, i only want to have a normal life, i want to be loved as uch as i love, i'm honnestly sick of this unrequired love that keeps haunting me.

could things get better if i stand and say what's in my heart? i tell myself once i'm done speaking and probably crying i would feel lighter, no much to carry anymore, i' would be relieved! should i give it a try

Author's Note

i wish you like it

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[Ufi Auttorri ~ Amy C. T..]

I like it. Did your wish come true? :)

[Emna]

well, I've never gotten the chance to confess, i was rejected unworthily, yet currently my heart is at ease. am i still in love? that's for you to wonder