Emily, there are times, which I believe this poem, and others, I want to swallow the pills, and end it. Having just read an on-line article about a twelve year old boy, who committed suicide, earlier this month. I have walked, in his shoes, having numerous attempts, which I couldn't go through, with it. As I hid this fact, from my parents, for several decades, before telling my mom, about 4 years ago. Even now, I have to guard myself, from allowing my inner critic, to take over, my soul. The next time, not so sure, I will be around to type, something like. As part of me, wants to find peace, at all cost, even death. This doesn't make me, suicidal, rather just stating a fact, I live with, on a daily basis.
I do hope, your poem will make a difference, to anyone, who teetering on the edge.
Posted 9 Years Ago
9 Years Ago
Thank you very much. I am a lot younger than you, but i am proud of you for being strong enough to k.. read moreThank you very much. I am a lot younger than you, but i am proud of you for being strong enough to keep fighting. What we tell ourselves sometimes can be way worse than what anyone else will tell us. I hope you keep getting better, i believe in you. It does get better, eventually.
Thank you, Emily. Right now, just want to curl up, in bed, with my cats, and sleep the coming winter.. read moreThank you, Emily. Right now, just want to curl up, in bed, with my cats, and sleep the coming winter, away.
9 Years Ago
It would be nice wouldn't it. Well summer for me but :)
9 Years Ago
I missed summer, here, as I battling agoraphobia, for 3 months.
Hi! My name is Emily, I am from Australia and i write a lot of sad poetry, and sometimes short stories. I have loved reading ever since i was little, and now as i have gotten older i have learnt to lo.. more..