Addiction

I cant stop looking at the spot on the counter, embedded in my mind forever.  That day tore my whole world apart, Respect and Trust lost.  We walk around not talking, Im waiting for an explanation, might not ever get it, the thing I deserve the most.  You say its not all about me, youve made that very clear.  Its clearly all about you, the only way you know.  Father time is creeping up on you, will you ever make a change?  Or am I just hopelessly lost in this vicious cycle called Addiction?  Only time will tell.....