I Am Nothing Now...

I don't care anymore.

I feel worthless.

I am nothing.

I am buried and beaten.

I have burned my eyes from my tears.

This is what I feel

Most days.

Worthless and cold.

I am nothing to this world.

Nothing.

Nothing.

Nothing.

Reviews

[Ferg]

i think you got the messages below.........we all feel this way at one time or another.........very easy to relate to

[Duolon]

What the world has told us since birth. That is the sickness we all share. They want us to be nothing. Docile sheep for slaughter. Daughter your true worth is the galaxy, the universe in its whole. You are the handiwork of infinite production. Without beginning, there you were. There was no beginning to your greatness. For Consciousness cannot come from unconsciousness. We are all the children of infinity. Not meat suits, with electric brains. But we have set the trap. The shackles of death and hatred, and hell. Utter and complete nonsense.
I see you from here like a star, a beautiful and precious star. Its the distractions that distort what you know about yourslef that smash these unities into shards.
You pick up the peices cold and alone. We all need cleansing. Flilthy world of impoverishment. And death calls us home. A liar and a trickster. For oblivion is not rest. And yes it would take much to climb out of the hole youre in, to peice back together your wonderful self. But I will say perfection is seen, when you can accept that as yourself. Nothing is truly perfect but you. You are the center of the universe, and the source of all around you. Block out these harmful entities in your life and, yes embrace the nothing. Truly life has no meaning at all. Except the meaning you give to it. We are dreamers, Dancers in the Dark.
My heart sparks with intensity to say soo many things I wish to say. But this is only a comment. So perhaps another time. Minds in disagreement synergize and make more chaos than in the beginning. Let go, let go, let go, of all this drama. Queen of immortality, Student of Mastery, With a heart of Majesty. Actually I feel that you are only dreaming. The truth of you, is hidden, perfect, deep within you. I wouldnt blame the world for any of your troubles. For the world to me is just an illusion, a figment of your immagiantion. Love is actually I feel the only reality. Darkness is a gift, as is light. We spin accross the All just to call us God. I have much in alternative to say. So play and express beutiful one. Your sun will accept you, and burn you no longer.

[JustWantLove]

From heart to heart, it hurts to read such words of pain; I hope that your rainbows will be as colossal as the depths you are temporarily in; the rain will endure and wash away the hurt, and then you'll see in your car's rear-view mirror the multicolored hues of gladness and bliss.

[Luna]

Very dramatic and emotional. The feelings shine through greatly.

I'm sure you aren't nothing. No-one is nothing, everyone is something. I guess everyone has those days though when they are just done with it all, sick of being mistreated, used, forgotten, thrown to the side. I've been experiencing them a lot lately so this kind of captures the hopelessness and ideas that people are trying to push upon me. Well written and very easy to relate to.