Help is Never Returned

I don't know what to do

As I lay here with my notebook.

My eyes are finally dry from my crying earlier.

No one has called back yet.

Maybe that's why this pain is still here...

I don't quite know.

Life isn't perfect

But I know it would be a lot better

Than it is now.

I feel so utterly alone

And I cannot close my eyes

Because I am not tired.

Why do people ignore me most when I need them?

Are they selfish?

I always help them when they need it

I am always there to help them.

Yet, I don't get that attention in return

What have I done to deserve this treatment?

I don't know.

And I may never know until I am gone

For good.

Reviews

[Zak]

Emily...I'm sorry you can't show your true feelings when we talk. I can not comprehend how lonely you are. I always care and try to help...i do feel insensitive when I know you are sad and want help, but I cant give it...only God can do that.
Your emotions are so plaititive in this. It's hard...to keep my feelings back when I read your things.
Zak