I Exist

I exist...

The mind numbing passage of time suffocates me,

Yet I persist...

As a powerless being caught within a systematic state,

Holding on to this...

The one last shred of hope that everything will be alright in the end.

Still, we all miss...

The point of life and loving and caring for one another.

Transcendent bliss...

The feeling of complete Zen attempts to guide you to a better place....

Yet all attempts are for not.

I'm stranded in an endless loop of lies and rage as the days drag by at an alarming pace.

Considering that ending everything will make everything more tolerable, but I'm never brave enough to taste the barrel.

So in the meantime,

I simply exist.