Tomorrow, tomorrow

There couldn't possibly be one.

 

You will never observe

The unbearable pain

You will feel it

In your bones

In your beating heart

Spreading fire throughout your body

I can’t even begin to explain

 

When someone cuts you with a knife

Bleed

And walk away

 

When lightning strikes

Hearts skip a beat

Lifts you off of your feet

 

We’re all floating in a world with no sky

We’re all floating in a world with no ground

A world with no sound

A silence bearable

 

Close these eyes

Feel the pain

Comparable to

nothing

in such

 

Im living in a glass house

And everyone is knocking on the windows

On the doors

On the walls

But there are none

Its just a box

 

Im sitting in the middle

Crossing my legs

But I cant hear it all

I only feel it

Reverberating through my body

From my toes all the way up up up

Living in my brain

And dancing around

Like fireflies on the night sky

 

The knocks keep knocking

sometimes there are screams

And the drums keep pounding

Away away away away

The waves washing into the shore and falling back into the ocean

A moment of glory and a moment of retreat

Like the yoyo hanging from a plump finger

Coloring the concrete park

 

Breathing in and out

Im the only one breathing right now

Breathing tears

Breathing nothing

Breeding sorrow

In the blood

It spreads all over

And its all over.

 

Its certainly not the most pleasant of things

Resembling, nothing of Gods beautiful creatures

Not resembling the beautiful cockroach

Or a life sucking virus

Not resembling the treacherous catastrophes of mother earth

Not a hurricane or tornado

Not a landslide or tsunami

Not a volcano if I don’t say so

Myself

 

Unrivalled unparalleled supreme and unmatched unequalled

unsequelled, god  oh dear god I hope it is unsequelled

first rate its first class its determinably unique

to speak

isn’t enough.

 

putting into words will never do justice enough

see this look the expression

at the epitome of it all

when the crash doth meet the fall

it breaks a million hearts

 

A fairy tale was a scary tale

There were ogres, witches and demons.

Battles where blood was shed

And life left to die

Life left to die life left to die

On the fields where hatred would explode in a fire then expire

Leaving ashes of broken bones broken minds broken trials

The lies are still intact

All of the things, left behind. No body wants

Are still intact.

Left for the salvager.

 

The fairy tale starts with a question

And ends in an answer. The ends an answer. The fairy tale world was not what you thought it would be.

Regret is a waste

Don’t hesitate to learn from your mistakes. Take them as swiftly into your memory

as quickly as this wonderful awe inspiring life has passed you by

 

 

Its quiet time right now

And we can’t disturb the peace

There are shushes from outside the door

There are humble mutters... whispers.

Wait, breath again. Paste a reminder on the wall. Every two seconds. Inhale, then exhale. ...and again. Come on dear.

 

And soon

If you open wide your imagination

all you can hear is the gentle union of my eyelids

My eyelashes

Laced with drooping diamonds

Falling to the cheeks

On the pillow

Leaching the sorrow

I’m sure tomorrow is another day.

 

You will never observe

The unbearable pain

When you see it

it is in you

an intruder

but its not you

an imposter

don’t foster

its life

slipping away, slipping away,

far far far away

I am certain

Tomorrow is another day.