smiling maskA Poem by Elin LunaI pretend to be though When i’m actually so weak I can barely stand My reflection inside other peoples hearts Will I be found smiling there? Or is my smile just a lonely sneer? I smile and wave my hand It's easy to approach and to walk away And if you ask how i feel I’ll smile and say ”i’m happy, i’m okay” That way you’ll believe that this is truly me. "I want someone important to me, who can laugh and cry with me" A part of me screams inside But i’m too far gone to see The good things anyone in any way could like about someone like me I never cry they say I always cry ,you just can't see But its not your fault The fault is mine for concealing them With this mask of mine I realize that my mask is wrong I should just let it drop Shatter into many pieces Let the world see the true me All I ever hear from others who caught a glimpse Of what lays beyond my smiling mask Is that of a sneer and a evil laugh Dark words that say, "wake up, you don't feel bad, come to your senses" So even now, I'm hesitant Afraid of everything Afraid of myself What if the way I am Is secretly the way I want to be Even if i would want to stay I would only trouble you I don't want you to see This ugly disgusting and evil thing called "Me". Please you have to keep pushing forward Because even after I vanish I will always watch over you...
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